blessed

far beyond my dreams,
I no longer know
what to say
or do.

love

There's a word!

no longer

I no longer care
if I am better than you.
I want to be
better than me.

I know

but I cannot say.

 

how blessed I am
now that I have learned
how to give.

who?

I no longer know who I want to appear to be.
The cynical hipster is no longer me.
I am not above it all,
or outside.

the insider

embedded in
(for the absence of words)
the emptiness.